once captured and you think your stuck in a place of which you cannot get out of the grasp of the darkness and loneliness which has never been experienced by your soul which hath no light whatsoever with intense amounts of disappointment and at best negative words of discouragement which are haste ridden given to me and from me i do not deserve hate i said i deserve love and i will steal back my happiness that was once there like a bulls eye on my heart he said you do not have any idea how to get back to that place that once was i repeatedly stated i deserve to be loved and soon i started to scream and i deserve to love in return with positive words that lift me up from out of the shadows of darkness and into the light i deserve beautiful melodies to sit atop and daydream aimlessly i deserve to be released from these shackles and tied to a cloud so i can be like that porcelain silhouette id always deserved to be
Now, I am free.
You are a beautiful writer! I don't know if I've told you before, but oh my goodness! I love you.
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LOVE this!
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