Trying so hard to give up.

I got into an accident last Saturday (the 27th of August) and since then my life has gone down-hill. I seem to make a step forward then make five steps back. Then, it repeats. I really have a huge desire to live life but it's hard right now and I haven't been in this funk for quite some time. It seems very foreign, yet like a good friend I haven't seen for a while. Good thing that life goes on. 

And it hurts to see all my ex's so happy. I'm not saying I'm not happy in my relationship but I feel like they didn't try as hard for me. Yeah, definitely a confidence booster! :) And he's leaving in 27 days, what a drag. I usually love countdowns, but I really hate this one!