Trauma

I'm a trauma target. Since November 14th, 2007 I have had a lot of trauma in my life.

Feb 2009 Car Accident
June 2010 Laid Off
May 2011 Car Accident
August 2011 Car Accident

These car accidents are not helping me get over the initial car accident in 2007 - luckily none of them have been my fault but I still can't help but to think I'm a target. I found a quote today that makes me worry and sends my anxiety soaring:


"Sometimes a breakdown can be the beginning of a kind of breakthrough, a way of living in advance through a trauma that prepares you for a future of radical transformation."

~ Cherríe Moraga

I'm ready for a break ... whenever I'm supposed to get it. Of course, life is amazing. I won't deny that but finally it's all crashing down on me and I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do with it.