To think that I had jinxed myself. I had told myself that life was going so great, that life was beautiful, than nothing could get me down. Now, I wish I could take that all back. The Lord had given me a break from any trauma, any loss, any upsetting events in order to be able to handle my current situation. He won't give me more than I can handle. BUT, one thing is for sure. I'm not testing fate anymore. I just hope that I begin to feel soon, and that I can deal with the mess of loss in my heart.
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