It feels as though I haven't written for so long but I actually did just the other day. I think it could be due to the lack of anything I've done this week with a bunch of stuff bottled up. Flow, came to visit. If you get what I mean, ladies. I'm so used to being on BC and not having a super long visit but I slept my life away Mon, Tue, & Wed because of her. I downloaded some new songs, paid some bills, stressed about life. Pretty much the usual. The apartment complex finally came and cleaned my carpets, I love it. Smells and looks much better.
I was driving past the Murray Park as I was taking one of my clients out to dinner this evening and saw that river and I almost cried. I seriously had a huge rush of panic run all through my body. So not what I like. I was talking to my boyfriend about how bad my anxiety has been lately. He wasn't that useful but he did agree with me (guys, do this with your girls please!). I think I may want to go see a psych at the U or something because I don't want to just diagnose myself and go in saying, I'm crazy. Though we all know that I am :) No, but really . . . I think it would be a smart thing to do maybe I could concentrate better rather than obsess about everything going on in the world.
I think I'm gonna click to MTV so they can teach me how to duggy! :)
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